dont bother reading all this crapp because apparently im feeling very depressed and screwed up currently and i dont know what the hell im writing but anything that comes to my mind.
i think im such a failure. i guess im too much a perfectionist or i guess it's just my life. nothing i want ever goes right for me. be it any aspect in school. every single thing. even friends. i cant even manage that right. what's my prob lah hello. i want my life to go right and correct. the road ahead just looks gloomy and im too tired to carry on. i hate hate hate myself. feeling very very very screwed up now. im just born this way. if you think i suckk there's nothing i can do about it. i just dont get what i really want at times. i am officially a sucker.
dont give a damn about what i wrote up there. im just feeling depressed so dont bother about me. i give up.
